Big Universe, Small World... ©2013-2020

For weeks now I have been standing at the edge of the precipice. I have been curling my toes over the edge, trying to not be made to go farther. Today I realized I have been being pushed - out and over - farther and farther out...my toes are no longer just hanging over the edge. Today I looked down and realized that almost both of my feet were in thin air. Only my heals barely remain attached to the ground. I am pushed farther and farther over and out. Only my YWHW holds onto me...tight.

I thought about doing this post last night and yesterday afternoon...and changed my mind...I may delete this later, but for now...I am posting this...more as a means to just let loose of my thoughts... Yesterday, someone hurt me A LOT. It would go into too much detail to tell all the tale. But , yesterday I learned a lesson. And, one may consider that it might be okay in the long run, but right now I am not sure it will. So, in the end, others may not see the actions of one, but in my heart, I know. My husband knows. And, my Lord knows.